"Devotion to God is an addiction that lasts all the time"...Maharaji Neem Karoli Baba (My guy.)
'Keep God in mind every minute" He also said that. I said, 'I am the World'.
My first video from the ferry in one file, hurray, thanks to Bianca.
Here goes. (Don’t worry, it’ll be over as soon as I have time to pull the plug. Been busy as usual. It’s on my to do list.)
Maharaji—"Love the poor. Serve them. Give everything to the poor, even your clothing. Give it all away. Jesus gave away all, including His body."
(Saudi Aramco profits surge 82% in first quarter. Soaring energy prices boost oil exporter, which recently overtook Apple as world’s most valuable company) Fuck oil.
Update Koh Samui. Biker Week Concert. May 6, 2022 onwards. Unseasonal rain every day.
How did I get this ring that I have never seen before? Where did it come from? How did I find it on a huge table with hundreds of metal jewelry items at a Harley rally in the mud? Was it meant for only me? Maybe it will wake up other people. I think all the foreigners here are atheists.
Maharajji said, “Don’t be afraid of misfortune. Dogs bark but the elephant walks on, he does not care.”
From others and me: Maharaji does not always make life easier for His devotees. Actually, He sometimes makes things quite difficult. He is a pain in the ass sometimes. What did you expect right away, love,love, love. He challenges the mind of His devotees to again surrender to their hearts, to their souls, indeed, to Him.
Maharaji will “put you through it.” That is the only way to say it. Maharaji is teaching all His devotees. He is teaching you every day. The lessons are often very difficult. The juxtapositions of events are often so different. It has been said that Maharaji will put you in a difficult position or put you totally in the wrong, and then pull you out of it and put you in the reverse position. That’s me for sure. Women karma in Samui.
(Remember the ‘pussy’, the vagina is the’ Queen of the World’. The Mt. Everest of the Universe. No two ways about it.) Let me explain for you dumbheads. Kissing the vagina is the same as childbirth, going back to the womb. Not that hippie EST bullshit from the 70’s about rebirthing. It involves everything: taste, right, touch, right, smell, right, sound, (oh boy), and seeing like you’ve never seen before, the most beautiful thing in the world of humans. It raises you to another level, you need more. You sacrifice your own pleasure for hers. You get merit in fantasy land. It’s better than food. Lesbians understand this. Oh, and ‘smoking’, Thai word for you know what, that’s another dimension. Sorry guys but it’s on the test, ask Ram Dass and Allen Ginsberg. It is food, stupid. And why do they like the ‘pole’? Thai girls are so obsessed with making you ‘finish’, they stare like it’s a movie.
I really don’t know who is worse, Maharaji or the Virgin Mary. Fucking nails!
It seems that “reversal” is a big part of Maharajis Lela. In this manner of reversals, Maharaji stretches you ever further in realizing aspects of life in all directions.
Maharaji may solve the problem for you, but Maharaji probably caused the problem for you in the first place for sure big joker. Hahaha. 555. It’s just a question of who you think the “you” is that has the problem.
Once you surrender to the Lela, there are no options. Maharaji, as your Guru, creates all situations. And all the people who appear to you at any given moment, are from Maharaji Central Casting. To realize Maharaji being your brother Bob, your boss, or lover, or teammate is a great boon. All you can do is love that person as you love your Guru, as you love Maharajji. To do that changes everything. Because inside of every one of them, they are as much Maharajji as you are. (Some typical guru bullshit.)
Here’s two fucking examples that I hate:
I was in India in Goa around 2009 and somehow (remember I can’t remember much anymore) I decided to adopt the name ‘Sacred Wanderer’ and write an autobiography about how Maharaji affects my life and events and jobs, etc. And when I went back to Marin I stated editing and then moved to Maui and finally finished the manuscript and self-published it on Lulu Press for my own $10000. But it never took off, maybe 40 copies on Amazon.
Why because Maharaji wanted to really stick it to me. Imagine doing all that work and some freak satsang girl in Taos Temple complained that I talked about a sexual thing in a book that mentioned Maharaji’s name. So the temple never sold it on the website and it’s still laying low. It’s the best book about growing up in the 60’s and early 70’s. I think it will be a big hit after I die as historical study in college so I can’t get any money from it (Maharaji said I should not care for money, be like a bird, more on that later). And of course Ram Dass never had open gay sex with hundreds of guys and fathered a son who he never ever supported. Shh. His books are on there.
That’s what he does to you. Only people like me can take that abuse. And to make sure of that he sent me down to this Sicilian Mafia abuser for 20 years on Earth. Shh. Family.
And then the Maharaji candle fiasco:
I’m a fucking marketing genius. Shelly Adelson said I was the greatest show producer in America during the COMDEX Las Vegas era. I was a ‘Mad Man’ on Madison Avenue after India. And I was just getting started. The PR manager for Netgear said I was the 8th wonder of the world at CES.
So I kept seeing and buying those Mexican religious candles in California all the time and I thought I should make one of Maharaji, and then of Amma and then a plan to make 10 of the great saints and Dalai Lama, etc. They were being used at the memorials for deaths and accidents and meditating. I could make a fortune and be of service also and donate the profits and make the Taos ashram a small business for support financially. But better because I would silkscreen them not make it of paper, and refillable, recyclable, etc. I found a supplier in Oakland. I made the Maharaji candle and I forgot (Maharaji) to put plastic sleeves on the candles I shipped to Taos and they were upset. Then Amma sold the candle for too much money and that stopped it there. Their design was not great. Then I stumbled luckily I thought of some guy who had a great New-Age jewelry business and he set me up with someone who could help make me successful. This came through a Bhagavan Das friend in Marin. But this guy wanted me to front $15000 even though he thought it would make a lot of money and I wanted a backer not add my money. Turned out the assholes wanted top pay off the maring people and I said ‘no’. That killed that deal and then I never got it together and just worked for IBM. No one has done this yet. I’m sure this had Maharaji written all over it.
It’s time to end this farce. I’m pulling the plug soon, earlier than I intended or scientists predicted. Have to, sorry. Can’t take another story about a mother killing her 3 kids or whatever. You can try and fix the planet but it won’t succeed. The DNA is corrupt. All the bad DNA, the Antichrist is still there, underground, waiting to pounce. If not Japan or Germany again, then some other surprise country, Oh like USA or Russia (my mother’s family is from Jewish Ukraine Kiev). You’ll hate me for doing this but they hated Christ too, and he was such a nice man, saved Mary Magdalene. She lives in the next town on Samui now. We reconnected, up to her old tricks again. (And she needs money. Sells her body to support 3 kids.)
And I’m tired, can barely walk or see today. (I’m starting to look like that old gray-haired God guy in the Sistine Chapel ceiling.) If you get a chance watch, ‘Clark’ on Netflix, it’s totally amazing. Sweden can make films. I didn’t write for some weeks, it’s I think going through the ‘Dark Night of the Soul’ thing once again. And Su is gone again, Covid everywhere in her and her family. Anyway so many women here, but hard to find a ‘good’ girl to take care of me at a good salary. (But I did , another story later.) So many ‘freelancers’ who can’t do anything but sleep and the Thai natives are so shy and scared of foreigners and don’t speak any English. I’ll probably end up taking detours around every massage shop to avoid old romances like I did in Pattaya until I had to clear out to Samui. Well I have two more islands to go. The yoga and diving island.
On second thought, it just came to me, why should I destroy this planet, it’s a prison, penal colony already. Just let you suffer more You all deserve it. But then that will prolong your next reincarnation and training and tracking and that’s not good but what’s a few years. But then again that means people reincarnating in dribs and drabs and it’s a timing problem. And then you will really live in a decaying planet, not the same as now. You may prefer reincarnating now. I guarantee you it’s a better beyond. You won’t need baby formula or gas. But it’s not for everybody as I posted before. Not all the men or whatever you call walking meat.
What else can I say, maybe some photos.
Ok, so read my previous posts, it’s all there how to prepare for the Future (whatever it is). Do it before Maharaji puts you through the Karmic ringer.
Godspeed and God Bless, you’ll need it. Remember it’s the Virgin.
So wait for my next post about money. I, Mary and all the children need to survive until it’s over (you still have to pay rent and eat). Today the tires were declared dead. $500 I don’t really have.